sometimes....

sometimes i do fun things with my hair...

fun things like this...

but usually i'm much too busy and don't have time.
i used to like busyness... i'd like to take that back now.
school is hard.
i never have enough time... for anything.
i'm gradually killing my body with this semester.

i can't help but wonder how much longer i can do this.

someone tell me if this will be worth it in the end.