thoughts by me

here are some random thoughts from the past week or so:

i was asked yesterday when the last time i hung out with my best friend was. i had no answer. i didn't know when the last time was that i truly neglected everything and spent some real quality time with people. am i doing something so very different with my life that i don't have an answer to that question?

why do so many people measure their worth against whether or not they're in a dating relationship? why can't they see how that can be harmful to their self worth? it makes me sad.

why do humans have to place blame in the wrong places?

how impossible is it to make or keep everyone happy?

why is a strong relationship with the creator of the universe a hard thing to maintain when it's the greatest thing we'll ever be offered?

why are humans so dense?

is life really as hard as it seems? or do i blow things out of proportion?

if there aren't any bumps in the road for a little while... is that normal or am i overlooking something?

am i boring? are people interested in or by me? do i have a likable personality?

why do i live far away from the people who mean the most to me and who i want to be around all the time?

how come good things are usually so hard to get?

these are just some random thoughts that have made their way through my head and since i had nothing else to write about... here they are. that's all i'm going to write out for the moment.