i enjoy weekends

i was fearing the worst for this weekend because ash and i had decided to be productive, but productivity has thus far been mostly painless. last night was not so cool though. campus movie didn't pan out so we watched part of life as a house in our room. i then went to desk at 9, where i sat feeling ill until midnight, but surviving nonetheless. real illness overtook me somewhere between the 1st and 2nd floor and by the time i made it to my room i was in terrible pain that randomly created that friendly nauseated feeling. i wanted to die. clearly i did not succeed. it was a horrible evening. i'm mostly better today, though not totally. today i actually was somewhat productive. laundry and some homework was done, errands were run and i met my supposed future husband (there were no sparks... i'm not holding out hope). tonite we went to the musical Aida. it was ok. i'm personally not a fan of elton john and since he wrote the music... we didn't click. it was well done, but i just didn't really appreciate the music, not musical music. lots of attractive college guys on stage though, especially the lead, and with front row seats we were pretty darn close. what a girl thing to say... gahhh... anyway, there good voices, pretty good acting, horrible seats that made my low back ache horrendously. it was all a mixture of good and not so good. part of another movie was watched after the musical, but ash faded out so we quit. lisa is missing us terribly this weekend because she's home. she sent us cd's she made, and has called here a few times or left messages on my computer. our answering machine tonite had a message saying, 'I MISS YOU GUYS... i'm bored... stop having fun without me. i love you... i miss you....' and so on . that was entertaining. funny how this day seemed a lot better before i started writing. why do i bother? i feel gross again. to bed with me.